Just another emo-boring sharing blogpost. Yeah......I dont have high stats as other bloggers did, and I don't publish as much too just not to get myself with too much attention from public. Not pushing myself so hard to "compete" with others, I just want to talk about it like normal here not getting "too over", keep writing non-stop and get followers. It would be tiring, ain't it?!

You guess what, actually I got an internship offer near my house, it is really convenient to me. And interns are cheap labor, I first accept the offer. Then I got phone interview by another company with provide accommodation and foods! That's good but after a week they reject me cause there's too much finance student applied for it and the vacancy available is limited. You know why marketing students will find interns so easily? Basically, a company/firm needs like only 2 finance interns, but marketing/sales?! They want 5 of them! Interns equal cheap labor ma....and recruits sales team can help on sales performance what, there's no one will say "we have too much sales'' lol! Yeah...maybe that's why la..... Yeps, and I also got offered by DNP clothing which involved in fashion industry (topshop, dive etc.) but after some consideration I give up the opportunities, I think I am regreting....but just living alone at city with no near relatives I can't imagine, maybe I need some times to accept and maybe if I got the long term job I will certainly relocation to there.

And then, after all the stories here comes another. I just got a phone from C company, called me for an interview session in the office. I thought I was lucky still got vacancy available, cause at first I thought its full already since there's so much resume awaiting for their reviews in jobstreet. After my presentation the next day morning I go for it. I was given a quite thick forms to filled and 4 tests: comprehension, essay, mathematics and IQ test. Then, I was interviewed by 2 of the employers, I don't know who they are because they not introducing their selves. Best friend and family wish me for good luck and then I was confidently go for that interview. I hope I can get a position in C also, since I was majoring in finance and I hope to get more working experience in finance field. First was to introduce myself, and I thought when someone speak to you you have also need to focus on them too. It was rude when you speak and the person doing their things, flip resume and forms, certificates etc. The reviews should have done before interview me I think, and just making my "tell me about yourself" a piece of rubbish since they did not even hear a word about it. Then just like normal, they ask what I know about them. Yeah...I don't really understand what they are doing I just roughly said what I know from website. Well, I was told that I didn't put effort on surveying what they are actually doing. Woah woah woah....it was all fine, okay I admit that you can said I don't put enough effort, but IF I knew what actually going on then everybody from universiti no need to learn, training and interns already, since everyone knew how the things works! We study from books, hey just surfaces ok and we didnt and never applied before any of the concept, what can you expect?! What I learn from books is surely different from reality working environment la......don't you also graduated from universiti?! Hey we are local universiti maybe you're from overseas la...here's malaysia, don't expect so advance okay?! They also ask me many questions which I was LOL! So everyone must be intelligent to know hows the trading is actually actually actually x 100 carries out, its some kind like they are looking down on me. I knew my CGPA was not good enough, I am not talented, I am not first class honour. What it called?! Humiliate. Steve Jobs, Bill Gates didnt even graduate from high school la! I got interview like an hour and more?! I was suffering and I even wanted to cry. I think I shown them my "no interest anymore face" lol. Don't think I will want to work in C company anymore. I mean C is good, really good but the attitude of the person who interview me change all my perspective.

At first I am still consider want to post about it or not. But why not?! I'm mad. Nothing much to say. If the person don't have attitude problems then they perhaps can get a loyal employee work hard overtime, night shift for them. But now, never and byebye!

Maybe my fate is tough, I am not like others people got daddy mummy support money, car even a house at a city which you can choose where to intern as you wish. I have to build all over myself. Nevermind. I never envy, don't want to compete also. I will do it all myself and I believe one day everything will be fine. Everyone got blessing from the God. So, all the best to my universiti-mates! Good luck to you and me! :)