Oh yes, it's weekend! Hooray! *shaking butts* Once I stepped into the working world (for 2 weeks), I start to appreciate every minute of my weekend, realized that we have not much time left, seriously have to squeeze time out for doing my own favorite things. Most of my time has given to my jobs. I were given a project/assignment that has to be done when my internship ends. And that project is actually quite big one as it included every important department in the company. Even at night I'm at home, I'm still thinking tomorrow I need to do what, how to process & what's the next step I should do. On the other hand, I still have a report and daily logbook awaiting for me to complete and pass up when internship ends. I rank myself as "very poor" in time management rating. I'm learning and I have to managing effectively, so I can have more time doing what I love.

I have been updating my blog more often these few months and most of them were more about fashion/ coordinates/ styling, food, my daily life, sometimes on travel & etc. I find myself no matter where I am going, as long as I got my make-up on and not under-dressed, I will take photos. I enjoy taking portraits and outfits. This doesn't mean I am good at it, but the passion in it. But it's sad to see that some people tend to perceive that :"Oh....everyday showing off their ootd and vain photos. They just pose and take photos post on blog very easy one. Thought they very famous meh?!" It's okay if you don't value my effort. You will not understand how much time I actually spend on blogging outfit posts. A super chio effortless ootd probably took thousand shots. Is that anything wrong for what I am doing?! Did I offended you?! If you can't appreciate then why you want to hurt others by throwing words?!

I love social media to pieces and I love sharing on social media platforms. I do not consider myself as a blogger/social influencer.  I do not have much blog traffic and followers. I just own a blog & other social media platforms and sharing my experiences through my eyes and camera lenses. I am still learning and improving to become better in future. I feel grateful that I still received few comments from those who randomly read my blog, and that cheer me up! However, some people just don't see it. And I'm tiring to entertain and pleasing those people. My BFF, I'm really comfortable with them, and I know they don't judge me and I don't have to act in front of them. I am glad to have them in my life.

I love foods, especially dessert and pastry, that's why I always have foodposts but I didn't enact my personal thought much on food and I take no high quality food photos; I love taking photos especially portraits because everything on earth is beautiful; I love travel experience different culture and lifestyle, especially the significant places of countries; I love music, piano & drum, because listen music makes me feel relaxing! So much things...but I find myself that I am actually quite an emotional person. Negative thought kills me. Over thinking kills me. Worries kill me. Comparison kills me too. Sometimes, I see how perfect those people are portraying themselves on Instagram, blogs and social media, and I start looking at myself and my life, making unfair comparisons with those perfect beings. Eat lunch, post Instagram. A date with friends, post entries and tweets. You know right, cause I am that type too! Everyone's life looks better on social medias.






Sometime I might feel tired but I keep holding on because I knew that there's still have few people reading make I feel blessed. Thank you are not enough to express my gratitude to you who reading this. I will try to blog and update my social media more frequent and someday I will shine! Wish me and you all the best in life! Thank you :)

Btw, love this white series of photos taken at Chocolate Passion @ Gurney Paragon (you can view it in my previous post). Courtesy of Miichell, the photographer! Do you like them too?! :)