June ended. Here comes the new month, July!
Someone said it's my "July Blues". I have no idea what it means. :D
But got many things to settle, what a very super tense moments now.
Don't know what am I feeling right now. One hundred percent sure not excited.
Can't explain, can't complain, can't share. Helpless. Complicated. Sigh.
Insomnia. Seriously can't fall sleep at night recently, so unhealthy.
Keep flu flu flu, sneeze sneeze sneeze. Argh I don't want fall sick!


Disadvantage of blogspot, can't make some of the posts private published.
Need post some of my thoughts but don't want let so much people know.
Speechless. This called what? Contradiction?! LOL!!!
Hate. Why blogspot didn't have this kind of function. Wordpress does!
Fine. So I post here public published. Words with implied meaning then.
" I just want to pass through my precious yet important moments with all the people I love and I want to. I make sure all my things goes smoothly as planned although still have somethings not as dreamed. I felt kinda dissappointed. Just like you got something planned, get excited and then your mum says no. I know I shouldn't blame anyone, get angry to anyone. The date don't suit everyone. I just over estimated and over expected everyone. My fault. There would always be regretful for me because there's no second's time. Nevermind, it's okay. Sincerely hope nothing ruin again from now. But yet will still hurts if one of them can't make it. Sometimes you forgive people because you still want them in your life. "


Yups! Finished abreaction. Being down & emo. LOL.
But Uncle Lim's "one day one joke" makes my day! Thanks. :)
Get back to real life. Face back to the problems and dilemma.
Need shopping badly. Dresses, heels, clutches and accessories.
No transport, no where to go, very inconvenience in Penang.
Lack of choices too, other than Queensbay, Gurney & Avenue.
An island just can accomodate this much, don't over estimate it. I know.
Mum said it's just TOO OVER if want go KL just for only hunting clothes. Lol.
Photo outcomes's post delayed again, sorry. Not yet edit finish due to lazyness.
Okay, stop here. Take care my dear. Byes!
P/S: I have to stop being so damn emotional. But I hate feeling unimportant to people who are important to me. :(