i know i am really weird this week
i think you guys don't know what had happened to me
even myself, also don't know why i behave like this!!!
i got weird attitude, bad attitude, rude attitude
and also bad temper and the important, AGAINST words!
i should not behave like that, like i never did before
its no-point why to against everything?!
i got bad feeling, feeling become worse one day after one day
till now already one week, and i really can't stand for it!
my feeling got affected, like thorns poking :(
cry?! no-way, but i wan to release my feeling grrrr!!!
or else i gonna find someone to punch and beat!
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WORKING, is really killing me, experience-ed!
espeacially back-up those who didn't account anything before going
then got nothing in return cause it should be your job range..
OFFICE, a place which everything is so in tension!
everyone facing computer all time, talk less not really communicate
everyone work on position, mail phone meeting tracking goods & etc.
not same like my imagination which like in the movie, movie lied me!
BOSSY, a person you know him but he did even realize you were borned!
met him 10 finger also can counted even talk, serious face everyday
a big gap between you and him thats was so hard to over..
SALARY, it doesn't meant to me anymore after worked!
like you work so hard and the best you can and get nothing return
based on your educational background, employment exp, skills
and they can employ other-one to replace you like nth happened
overall only can say myself was so so so so so called-
stupid! awkward! silly! clumsy! dull! slow-witted! foolish!
COLLEAGUE, at last i know what did it meant!
dictionary explained the exterior and surface but i got it now
in my first job only thingy i appreciate so much
day minutes seconds, its all happening like just yesterday
annual dinner, nice experienced with all luckily got pictured
lunch time, discuss what gonna eat and rush go & back
it had become my habit have you guys around working together
i would like to say "THANKS" for those take care of me
i know i did much wrong cause i am still freshie
i will still keeping the photo we all pictured :)
but what i hope is, one day when somebody ask you that:
"Who is she in the photo?" and you will smile and say:
"She's my ex-colleague Yvette, my friend."
and also bump into me one day on road,you will recognized me,
remembered my name and excited to greet me:
"Yvette! how are you recently?" then i am really happy enough..
11th JAN 2010, first day i worked!
i met all of you guys, and i remembered all your name
since that day and will remember untill EOL, end of life...
punch or beat me if i dare to forget your name!
also my places which if i lazy or surf net will get caught easily
and the computer which so stupid always hang and got virus
so now please treat your new host better OKAY?!
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like cinderella, the clock striking 12am!
its time to ended up everything and let down everything
everything be kept as memories saved in my heart's room
i just hope you guys too, maybe some guys will not..
ya, its true, i think i should leave, mean resign.
letter already typed and printed out, just left pass up
its so so so clear Clear CLEAR already
i have nothing to do this whole week!
and the GM like not going to give me any new position
why he not calling me back-uping others stuffy or what?!
left me do nothing there and everyone was so busy
maybe you guys will think its better right?
"do nothing then got salary so good enough!"
NO-WAY! if really give me nothing do then i better leave
i really can't stand for the feeling that "you free other busy"
i still have lots of thing didn't learn yet!
i want to learn new thing i want experience new stuff
i am still so fresh and young, tons of days to goes on..
GOD, can you please let the GM know my situation
i am in the so hard situation, no-one know no-one help
i pray hardly, please god, please!
or else left no choices for me to resign earlier........
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